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Wednesday, May 29th, 2002
9:22 am



you're american beauty. you're full of hope and appreciate the beautiful things in life.

take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the slinkstercool community.

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Saturday, May 25th, 2002
1:07 am - !
Lis gave a gherkin a jerkin!
LIs gave a gherkin a jerkin!
okay now all together
on the could of three

LIs gave a gherkin a jerkin!

common in harmony
::brings in mr. b to get everyone on key::

LIS GAVE A GHERKIN A JER::kim rattie stumbles off key while she rests for a milisecond to lick those lucious lips::

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Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
9:11 am
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Your wardrobe is kind of plain, and everyone around
you is shooting heroin, but that's okay, because you
finally took care of that mop you once referred to as
hair. It's smooth sailing from here.
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Friday, May 3rd, 2002
4:35 pm

Hey, don't be ashamed! Some of the world's most profound thinking has been done on the can.
If you were a room in a house, what room would you be?</center>

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Thursday, May 2nd, 2002
4:24 pm - she dreams in digital
"liZ sucks ass through a straw... gaw

she dreams in digial...
cause she better than nothing...
shes guilty by design...
shes nothing more than makeup...
she dreams in digital......

deadjournal is right

9:14 pm
liZ is such a ho.. just read what she wrote now.. fuck her.. fuck her gently with a chain saw

on the other hand. i looove you my bun nahs..

and err yeah.. liZ can go fuck herself. the fucking ho bag.. geez.. jazon gave her so much he tried.. he is such a wonderful guy and shes such a fucking bitch.. now i completely hate her.. for treating my friend like that.. the ho.. fucking A, man.. fucking flipping a... i no longer care if she hurts her life so bad with her fucking eating problems.. i hate the ho...gaw!"



"heehee.. jazon was insane.. he was all like. random today, and i realized exactly to the grrrreat extent i want him to break up with her... he is such a fun guy"

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Friday, April 26th, 2002
10:29 pm
i have a tummie ache...cause i havent too much on my mind..so i cant eat...
so im just...
really having some problems

its no good...

i got a new car..
a truch to be exact...
its blue and its really fun to drive...
cause unlike my mustang...
i can whip around in it...and its just easier cause its smaller...
even though it is only a V6....
i like V8s better cause they have a faster pick up...
but whatever..

got my prom dress...
im kinda excited for prom...

::rubs stomach::
owie...
....
well ihave to go to a party thing tomorrow afternoon..
for BO ...sams brothers birthday thingie..
yesterday was his birthday but the party is tomorrow afternoon..
i hope it is fun...
im broke...
i spent all my money.... two weeks worth of cleaning on his birthday presents...
i bought him zebra print boxers...and some shirts...
but the boxers are my favorite...

yay for new PJ pants my mom got me..
there black...with hot pink little dots on them...
....geez why isnt anyone online...
....
well im gonna go watch Boys on the Side i guess..
nothing better to do.....

I NEED HELP>..
lis call me..
i havnet a problem and really need to tlak about it...!..
EKKK..
thats all i have to say is EKK

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Wednesday, April 24th, 2002
7:41 am
wow i havent updated in a while....
ive been really busy with my homework...and my show that just got over...thank cow......
so now im all....whohoo...tons of free time...
besides stressing about not finding a prom dress..
okay...so just opend my stage makeup case to find the invitation to ambers little party thing....
and i was like...
damn it..::says in gay voice:::

and lis i ate trix yogurt last night and thought of yfou ....
dont ask me why...::laughs::..
i miss my partner in crime...
lis i miss you my dear...
we need to hang out...
...
so yeah..
i smell really bad..
im at school and im trying not to get close to anyone cause like...i have this hay rash on my arms from picking up hay...
and i had to clean the horse stalls...
and i went riding ( on a horse ofcours) and so i seriously smell like horse...
and my clothes are all dirty..
cause i just feel alseep watcing tv..
and i woke up late and had to come straight to school without changing...
so im all dirty right now..
and ihave hay down my pants and everything...
yeah..
and im wareing my slippers...
that are dirty..
this army material sweatshirt.....
a plan white shirt that is HEALLA dirty..
and my maroon pants that are actually clean..
go me for being a scrounge...
Anywho...
and i have my bra in my poket....
not on my chest..
lol..
im such white trash today..
I LOVE IT!

but yeah..
so i almost got bucked off the horse yesterday..
i was riding ..
and fucking dumbass rode by on a dirt bike...
and scared my horse..
and she started going crazy...
had to hold on for my life..
cause if i would have fallen of i would have died..
she would have trampled me ...
MAJORLY!...
o well im over it...
...
so yeah....i miss theater already...
im gonna die not doing a show over summer..
seriously...
when does annie open...
cause i gotta go see it..

so im all excited..
cause the day after prom..
everyone is gong to GreatAmerica...
and sam and i are all hell no..
so just her an di are gong to Santa Cruz..
WHOHOO!..
that means...no stupid boys....who will just be all annoying..
im all happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCORE FOR US!

lis thinks its funny how all the Chior kids say Score now..
im like.....arf!?
whatever floats your boat...
...
im all in a realy random mood today...
i think its because i woke up and had coffee and doughnut holes..
YUMMY!

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Wednesday, April 17th, 2002
8:23 am
wow...havent updated in a long while...

though i have had losts to say...
i feel it better to keep my problems...
to myself..
and to those who i haven personaly told...
but yeah...
MCM opens tomorrow..
ekk..
im kinda scared...
::prays for Margiry(S)::
i really hope she doenst gett on stage and go BARRR!

i feel weird updateing my journal..
like i feel all...dumbfounded...
its odd...

getting a prom dress on Sunday..
im kinda excited..
hope i find one that iactualy like..
im surprisingly really excited for prom..
cause im gonna be with all of my school friends...
and stuff..
and even though they sometimes get annoying...
they are quite fun..
i like it cause im all crazy and wild..
and so are they..
yaya for being crazy and wild..

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Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
11:50 am
01. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
02. Made out w/ JUST a friend?:o goshhow could you not going to all those crazy theater parties and sleepovers
03. Been rejected?: um.::thinks::yup
04. Been in love?: yesum
05. Been in lust?: yesum
06. Used someone? nope
07. Been used?: im not sureim kinda stupid when it comes to that sort of thing
08. Cheated on someone?: nope
09. Been cheated on?: yesum
10. Been kissed?: yesum
11. Done something you regret?: doesnt everyone

*Who was the last person...
12. You touched? Steve
13. You talked to? sister
14. You hugged? O gosh..i cant even rememberOsams stepdad Henryit was his birthday yesterday
15. You instant messaged? Dont remember
16. You kissed? MattDER!!!
17. You had sex with? Well..umI cyberd with jimmy ::laughs::aww the good old days..we were both just kidding around with it
18. You yelled at? My mommy
19. You laughed with? My mommy
21. Who broke your heart? Andrew (from school) and Zach (from school)but it wasnt that badI was just upset for a little bit

*Do you...
22. Colour your hair? All I have to say is VIRGIN!.never colored my hair ever!
23. Have tattoos? SoonI want a butterfly on the top of my foot
24. Piercings? Hell no.not even my ears
25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? boyfriend
27. Own a webcam? There pointless
28. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes..im actually not on the computer that much anymore
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? Ach Das est Engifogen
30. Habla espanol? Um::thinks of a Mexican word:: ..hola
31. Quack? MOPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Have you / do you...
32. Stolen anything? yesum
33. Smoke? yesum
34. Drink? yesum
35. Done/do drugs?nope
36. Have sex? nope

*Are you often....
37. Histeric? BARRR
38. Antisocial ?.ajfoence cjeoinaelk Flatten!
39. Dependant? yes
40. Lonely? Sometimesbut not really anymore
41. Scared? I try not to be
42. Manipulative? Geez I should hope not
43. Paranoid? Depends on the situation
44. Schizophrenic? RUSSELL CROW!
45. Obsessive?nope
46. Compulsive? nope
47. Obsessive compulsive?nope.
48. Panic? Try not tobut again it depends on the situation
49. Anxiety? nope
50. Depressed? nope
51. Suicidal? nope
52. Obsessed with hate?give me a break

*Random questions...
53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore?umyeah..
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Um..yeahI think every sane person has these kinda dreams once in there life
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? New York, LAor London.. 56. Who would you be with? EWAN MCGREGOR
57. What would you be doing?::lifts and eyebrow::
58. What are you listening to? Tenacious D
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body?..umnot really
60. Chicken or fish?fish
62. Is ice cream the best thing in the world? nope

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Monday, April 8th, 2002
8:35 am
i hate sitting next to this kid...
i think im gonna tell my teacher to move me...cause he seriously is annoying me....he never shuts up...no matter how many dirty looks i give him...he still insists on talking shite about people...and trys to use as many cuss words in one sentence...as possilbe....and im like ARGIDIGA!!!!!
anywho!...
thats all i had to say.....
that...and ..im happy cause my parents did find a house in Sac.
and im trying to talk them into...moveing in the country...like...buy about 10 acears...and the building a house on it......and they are thinking about doing that....::crosses fingers::....not in vacaville...but..pretty close to vacaville...closer than Sac......but yeah....and im getting a dog..!....im so happy...my parents said i need a dog....cause i do...i love dogs so much...and i just get reall attached to them...so i need one....im all happy...im getting a chocolate lab...WHOHOO!....and my parents are getting a White lab.....but not till July 4...cause thats when they will be ready to leave there mommy!

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Sunday, April 7th, 2002
11:28 am
::yawns::..
why am i so tired..
i hate the time change shite..
t sucks...
im all tired and sad....cause i woke up to a note from my parents saying..."went to go look at houses in Sacramento"
which means there trying to move me once again....

i dont know why they insist on doing this...i win the war.....
i wont move..
i wont leave everything that i love and know..
thats so not cool at all....
...
and i told them...they better get real rich if they are moving cause im gonna be driving down here just about every day...so they had better be ready to pay for my gas....

please someone help me tell my parents to not move me...

Sacramento is too far away...
i will never see anyone...
the only good thing about sacramento is the theater..
thats the only good thing...
they have alot of theater..
but i still cant stand it dern it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they better get me a cell phone....even though i hate them....
cause im never gonna be home...
hahahahaha!

i mean why do they wanna move so much...
grr...
grr...
grr..
grr.........

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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
10:03 am
my real result was the show must go on........
but i had to post them all ..cause they are suck perdy pictures..

well i need to go get off book for the murder mystery and go over my Secrets lines

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9:58 am



Find out which Moulin Rouge song you are.






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GOD WHY IS EWAN SO FUCKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not fair...

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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
9:56 am
i tried calling lis and she is no home...
::makes sad face :: :(..
i wanna talk to her....boohooo!

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Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002
11:17 pm
gosh....
today was fun...
i was with matt the WHOLE day...
YAY!!!!!!!!!
it was great...
we went to harbor.....
picked up amber...
hung out with her for a little bit....
went to my house....
and watched the heather show video...
and then we practiced my lines a little bit...
picked out my song for my scene...
and it was just so great...
LIS CALLED...
I MISS THAT CHILD SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH...
im like AHHH
im gonna call her tomorrow...
cause i miss her...
and yeah..matt and i are gonna hang out again tomorrow..
i think he is gonna comeover after rehearsul or somthing tomorrow...
cause i get out of rehearsul at like 5 i think.....
and were gonna watch LW..and Godspell..
YAY...
im all excited..
cause i get to hang out with matt two days in a row..
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and WHEN IS JIMMY GETTING HOME..
i miss him SO SO SO much too..
i hope he gets home soon...

so its official..
im going to Prom this year...
its May 4th...
sheat...
that means i have to go buy a dress and all that...
dern it...
i dont really wanna go...
but i dont know how to not go..
i cant say no..
thats horrible..
im just kinda scared what matt thinks about it..
cause i dont know if it honestly bothers him or not..
i hope it doesnt...
but ....the thing is...Steve actually likes me...
and is wont let it go..
i dunoo..
cause i so wont go if it bothers him in the least bit....

but...
yeah..today was fun..
and i cant wait to hang out with him again tomorrow!..
hes just wya fun

current mood: cheerful

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Monday, April 1st, 2002
10:23 pm
so holly cow..
rehearsul was fun today....
it kept me busy....
which is good...
and it was just a very focused and preductive rehearsul.....

so matt let a message on my machine....saying...hey erin call me back cause i need to talk to you..
so i call him back...
and his brother was like...he said he will call you back in a little bit...
...so he calls me back...and we are on the phone for like 5 minutes...and then he says....
"so did you get my message?"
and im like "um..yeah...the one you left like at 8:00 or something"....
and he was like "yeah....um...erin...we need to talk"
i said "okie"
he says..."um...i dont know why....but ive been thinking alot ....and i dont know why im thinking this or doing this....but...i think we need to break up.."
and thats all i hurd...cause i started to like freak out...and i was like...hyperventilateing ...and i started to cry...and then he kinda started to sob a little which made me freak out even more......and this whole time i didnt say a word...
cause i seriously was freaking out...like...i just lost it.....completely...
and then he goes...."April FOols"

and HOLLY SHITE...
how come ever year april fools comes around...
and i never am informed about it....
dern it...
but yeah...
and then he was like...im so sorry....
i was gonna drag it on longer but i could hear you hyperventilateing and i had to tell you.....

i still am like...o my...
now i know what would happen if he rally did break up with me....
i would pretty much...die!..
lol...
thats kinda sad...
shows how obsessed i am....
lol
o well..i could careless...
but yeah..geez i love the boy...

were hanging out tomorrow..
im all excited....
like we gonna hang out all day...and im like..yay!...
its gonna be great!

::thinks::
and that was my day!
OOOOOoOO lis called.....and i miss her so much..
she left the best message...
i was like...awww.....
i want her number so i can call her...
cause i miss her so much....
and i just need to talk to her..
i cnat go that long without talking to her..
i start to have lis withdrawls...
and those are bad...
ekk...
i went shopping today..
with my mommy...
and it was yay
whohoo for shopping with mommy...
i love my mommy

i really do...
i love going places with her...
and stuff...
she is just really funny and fun..
and i just love her..

im tired..
i think im gonna get in bed..
i woke up HEALLA earlly today

current mood: drained

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Sunday, March 31st, 2002
11:58 pm
so i just got back from matts..
and it was great...
we watched outsiders...
and how amazing is david day..
i really wish i could have worked with him...
and jeremy...
i almost cried in our scene just watching it cause of you...

and matt is adorible...
and why did he look so hot when i was over there....
i just love his hair...
i played with it for a while...
but its just great...
and he shaved..
and it looks way hot..
and....and...and..
geez i love that boy....

um..um..um...uuu...mmm....uuuuummmmmMmm...
and yeah...
so im all happy cause i got to see matt...
shite...
i have to go memorize the scene sarah and i have to do..
shite......
okay must go and memorize...
and work out my character shite...

night...
mwahzers!..
see some of ya tomorrow

current mood: loved

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8:09 pm

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8:03 pm

What do people say behind your back? Find out @ digitalcharisma

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Saturday, March 30th, 2002
10:50 pm
so today was weird...
i miss matt...
but i get to see him tomorrow...
when we got to his gramas..
yay..
so i rented Wit..
i cant wait to watch it...
cause i havent seen it yet...but ive hurd how amazing it is....om...
so yeah...
Sarah and i have this scene....
she comes out to me...
::laughs::.....
so...i hopeing matt can gome over after we get back from his gramas..
and he can help sarah and i with our scene..
or watch it or something...
and we can watch outsiders...
cause i wanna see it like a mofo...

but yeah...
im watching Zoolander..
and how funny is it..
pretty funny...
my dad and i went and rented...
so many movies...
like...6
im like..holly cow...
well..
im off to watch Wit.....

SCORE!!!!!!!!!
i hope i dont cry too much


i miss matt..
like SO SO Much...
i wish he would call me....
cause i dont wanna call this late..
but i miss him like to no end

current mood: anxious

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